I’m Back

I’m not sure if anyone follows or anticipates my blog posts, if you do you’ll know I’ve been away for a while and I’ll just like to say it’s been somewhat truly the beginning of my own journey of self discovery and especially acceptance. These are really big topics for me and I’ve learnt that in all this time I’ve come to learn way more about myself and my passions than I knew before. I just wanna start by first of all encouraging everyone else by hoping you can get into a situation that changes how you view the world, for me it was moving to somewhere new and starting university and getting to meet an amazing set of people who even though they struggle too can still help you build up yourself and also your mind.

Hey guys this post is beginning to feel like a journal😂 at the time I wrote the post above I was in such a great place both mentally and physically while completely immersed in the happiness I see as a reoccurring topic in my writing. I’d like to say that where life takes you is ever changing and it’s easy to preach happiness to others but finding it isn’t always easy. I have long since descend from that happy place to a harsher reality what I want people to know is that, that’s not the end and no matter where you see your self there’s always room for something, but that’s up to you to choose. These days I struggle with this choice and that’s normal and very human I just want to wish everyone good luck on our self discovery to the deepest recesses of our hearts and to the communion with our souls.

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Unexpected 

If you asked me I wouldn’t know

Because I’ve never understood 

If I examine deeply I wouldn’t know

Because I’ve never understood 

If I look within I wouldn’t know

Because I’ve never understood 

If I beg myself to feel 

Surely that’s a waste of time 

Because 

Love they say comes in unexpected ways

So even if I search surely I wouldn’t find 

I know this because all I do is search 

But I never find.

When the moment seizes you

Am quite alright with seizing the moment and all but I’ve been wondering who feels when the moment seizes them; I for one do.

     There you are, everyone’s telling you come on live a little ;), come with us you’ll have fun seize the moment while it last😁. But you’re hesistating and you know its a decision only you can make😥(trust me don’t go around allowing people make decisions for you, allow your regrets be on your head; its easier that way:D) as you make up your mind to go with it **stop just pause** this my friends,is the moment am talking about that moment that decides it all for you just that short time before you choose to seize the moment those few seconds no matter how small; in that time the moment seizes you complete so much so that you seize it right back.

      Moments were meant to be seized and seizing them is caused by the moments themselves😄. Open your heart and let it be seized💛.

Perks of being Fearless

         We are fearless not because life doesn’t scare us but because we’ve learnt to be stronger than that fear that cripples ,that holds us back from our dreams, that tells us what we can and can’t do; only we can tell ourselves that.

       We are fearless because it may not be easy but we still keep moving forward despite the obstacles. I tell people; love your body and what you do but in my darkest moments I feel the tears or the doubt. It doesn’t mean am a hypocrite, it just means am human. I believe every single word I say and even my state of mind can’t change that.

         Our greatest desires await us and we may stumble or fall but nothing no fear, no hate should hold us back. We should think of all our achievement so far all the things that have brought us happiness, when you’ve counted all your blessing no matter how small, you know you have the strength to do it again; you have the strength to bring happiness to your soul. The things you’ve done before might have been small or near insignificant but that power (no matter how residual it is) that you used to pursue your happiness is waiting to be used again and it has no room for fear or hesitation.

       In my years I’ve experienced the crippling effects of fear too much not to understand how it stands in our way. The truth is it’s all in your head and only you can send it packing because if you give fear room it will most definitely consume you. It will pull you back from everything that sets your soul on fire. It will teach you a lesson that lasts a lifetime and in the end you’d be a shell of all you set out to be come.

    Raise and unlock you inner power today and march forward and fight of your fears both big and small then move onwards towards your happiness with no retreat nor surrender,conquer them all.

Journal Ramble

Self Discovery

   This is our opinion on who we’ve become. I know am constantly talking about self discovery but its absolutely necessary its a major ingredient in growing up and that’s we’re all doing.

      In life were all on a journey of self discovery were we’re constantly finding and re-finding who we say we are.

       We all have a personality that has been shaped as a result of time and it continues in the life long process which ensures that we keep surprising ourselves with things we’re capable and incapable of doing, committing to or even living for.

         The road to discovering ourselves is long and tedious as it takes a life time to know what someone is truly made of. It may seem long but the end is worth it.

         Discovering ourselves is a beautiful experience were we become both the teacher and the student. A life time becomes something small that we can’t get enough of.

Nefelibata

 The eyes see what it cannot tell.                 A dept so deep words fall out of existence.                                                       The mind haunted with memories made just now.

When she sees there is nothing.              What it is, when it’s nothing.                        Everything sounds like something.            

If I breath the air, if I breath it deep.           Nothing sounds like what                               the mind sees.                                                   

They must see to know what they knows, who are we to know.                                          They with the mind that breath what we can not see.

Redefining isn’t discovering

The question is obviously, why?

   I could tell you how beautiful and wonderful you are forever but first you have to believe, if not it would just be a waste of  eveyones time. 

    Everyday we find ourselves over and over its a continuous project of self discovery. We don’t have to be bothered by what people think of us or what they want us to become because that’s not what matter, its how we see ourselves that matters.

       The truth is you’re not a drink company with new stickers, or even a new name that’s trying to beat competition. You’re a Human being and you must believe you’re original and beautiful , there’s no perfection in anyone’s so you’re wonderful the way you are.

     Finding ourselves is about adding to our already wonderful definition,  its easier to write a full paragraph then to repeat the first line over and over again. We all need to move forward and accept what we can from life and enjoy it rather than living it over and over trying to perfect it in hopes of impressing other people.

     Its not the same to find and redefine don’t let peoples opinion lead you down a dark path. As I have always thought its rather  better to lead yourself to sin than to be pressured by other people at least then you keep yourself. And there’s no one to blame but you which does a nice job at pointing you towards the light.

      It might seem like a concept that holds you back but it isn’t. Changing your style or physical things isn’t the harmful kind but its what goes on in our head that matters.If you’re changing your personality or whatever because of what people are saying or a sterotyped standard then you’re wrong.  

      You are the you,you were yesterday, today and will forever be, why change what’s already right. Our life and what we are and what we thing of ourselves is totally in our hands.